Have you
ever wondered about that one love or crush that got away years ago? Ever
imagined meeting him/her again in a crowd, your eyes meeting across the room
and being taken back into the past with memories? What if s/he called you out of
the blue and wanted to see you, would you go?
Jazz
Vanburren is faced with that dilemma in LAST MAN STANDING. The one man whom she
believed was her true love in high school, the man she would have given
anything to make a life with, resurfaces in her life and it shakes her world. Not
only is she faced with the decision to see her ex, Scott again, but her best
friend, Ryder – who has been there for her through thick-and-thin – confesses that
he’s been in love with her for years.
Jazz must
decide if what she felt for Scott is worth losing Ryder. She can only have
one...who will be the Last Man Standing?
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Last Man Standing Excerpt
© Kacey Hammell, 2011
“Jazzy, do you have the
last piece for tomorrow’s edition? Max said you had some last minute
revisions.”
Ryder Donovan walked
into Jazz Vanburren’s office, stopping dead in his tracks.
Still beautiful after all these years.
No other woman made him
feel more alive or more passion in all his years. Only once had he felt the
heated, powerful pull of a woman, one who could steal his breath and heart over
and over again.
And that woman was Jazz.
Though a decade had
passed since he’d had her in his arms in anything other than a friendly hug, he
still felt the same as he did all those years ago. She was everything he'd ever
wanted in a woman. Beauty, compassion, integrity and determination were only a
few words to sum up all that Jazz was.
Through the years they
were still as close as they’d been back then—minus the lovemaking—and he would
never give up his friendship with her for anything. Ryder had watched her grow
up, had done his own maturing, and she never saw what was right in front of
her.
He’d kept his true
feelings for her under wraps, knowing someday he’d have to act before it was
too late. Any time he would try to talk to Jazz about his feelings, he’d
chicken out and second-guess himself.
He’d rather they
continue to be friends than not have her in his life at all. Ryder couldn’t be
sure Jazz would ever see him as anything other than a good friend or boss and
wouldn’t risk it.
That Jazz was
commitment-phobic didn’t help matters any, either.
Ryder knew she wanted to
find true love, Mr. Right and have the all-American family, but she’d never
gotten over the past. Hell, his heart had barely recovered after she’d broken
it the first time. He suspected that she still felt guilty for her actions back
then. He only wished she’d talk to him, let him in. They’d never really sat
down and discussed those days, the decisions Jazz had made, but maybe it was
time they did.
Besides, he was tired of
living a single man’s life when the woman he was in love with was also single.
He was certain the time was fast approaching that he’d have to tell her how he
felt. He could kick himself for all the time wasted. She might not reciprocate
his feelings, but never telling her was something he couldn’t live with.
It was cowardly and
stupid. In his opinion, the time had come. He just needed to find the exact
moment to do it.
Noticing she was staring
at the phone on her desk, seeming not to really be seeing it or having heard
him, he moved closer to her desk.
“Jazz?” He knocked his
knuckles on her desk, and she finally looked up at him, dazed and confused.
“What’s wrong, honey?”
“Ryder? What…did you
want something?”
Ryder watched as Jazz
shook her head as if clearing cobwebs or coming out of a dream. She looked at
her desk, her red pen still in hand and confusion causing her to frown. He’d
never seen her looked so rattled.
“I came in to see if you
had the last piece for tomorrow’s edition. Max said you had a couple changes…”
Jazz looked up at him,
dumbfounded.
“Jazz, what’s going on?”
“Oh, um…” Jazz cleared
her throat, a smiling spreading across her face as she obviously returned to
earth. “Nothing’s going on, Ryder. I was just so intent on getting this last
bit edited and back to Max.”
Ryder’s gaze narrowed.
Looking at the top of her auburn curls as she bent over her work, marking a few
things in red, he couldn’t help but feel she wasn’t being straight with him.
One thing Jazz couldn’t
do was tell a lie. She’d never been very good at it and it seemed to have
gotten worse with age.
“Jazz, you were staring
at the phone when I came in here. Did you get a heavy breather or something?”
Ryder wanted to relieve the tension he was feeling with humor, but it fell
flat.
Jazz set her pen down
and flipped the article pages so the first was on top. Standing, she smiled,
but it didn’t reach her eyes. “No heavy breather. Sorry to disappoint your
twisted mind, Ryder.”
“Here, I’ll take the
copy and give it to Max on my way back to my office.” He kept his eyes on her
as he took the copy from her hand. “Jazz, how long have we known one another?”
She frowned at him.
“What?”
Sitting on the corner of
her desk, Ryder settled in. He wasn’t leaving her office until she told him
what was going on. He knew her too well. “You heard me.”
Crossing her arms over
her chest, hip cocked to the left, she said, “For about thirteen years now. Did
you fall on your head and lose your memory or something?”
Defensive attitude.
Ryder knew it was one of the clear signs that Jazz was hiding something and
didn’t want to face it. “No, smartass. I know you well enough to know when
something’s happened and you’re not being straight with me. Now come on.” He
smiled, hoping it looked real. “What’s going on? If you can’t tell me, who can
you tell?”
Her arms fell to her
sides for a second before she delved her hands into her long hair. Ryder
watched her body tense, certain she wanted to rip her hair out by the roots.
“Jazz, you’re worrying
me here, babe.”
“Dammit, Ryder, you
never give up.”
If she only knew what I’ve given up over the years…
Ryder stopped that train
of thought immediately. It wouldn’t do any good to dwell on any of that right
now. “Obviously it’s something that upsets you or you wouldn’t look so unsure
of yourself. Hell, I haven’t seen you like this in years. Not since that prick
Price was around.”
He tried to keep the
anger out of his voice, going for a nonchalant attitude. Just mentioning the
bastard that had cost him the woman he loved caused his blood to boil, but he
wasn’t so sure he succeeded when Jazz whipped around to stare at him. Wide-eyed
and fearful, her face paled.
“Why did you mention
him?” Jazz asked, her voice strained and at a near whisper.
Ryder stood, angered
with himself for saying the name, bringing him back into their lives even if
only for a second.
“Sorry, Jazz. I know you
always disliked how I talked about the guy, but my feelings for him haven’t
changed. He was a fool. I’m sorry to bring him up.” Ryder looked at her and
moved closer. He rested his hands on her shoulders, and she looked up at him.
“Jazz, you look like
you’ve seen a ghost. Come on, babe, talk to me.”
Jazz swallowed. He could
feel the tightness in her body. A chill went through him. Ryder felt like the
world as he knew it was about to change. How and when exactly he didn’t know
but for the life of him, he swore he heard a bomb drop at his feet.
“He called.”
Ryder frowned. “Who
called?”
Jazz stared at him,
still pale and she swallowed rapidly a couple times before she spoke. “Scott.
On my phone. Over there. He called me today.”
Ryder felt like he’d
been sucker punched. “Scott? As in Scott Price?”
He couldn’t believe it.
Though he’d seen Price on TV from time to time, a hockey star who’d made it
big, Ryder never expected him to come back into Jazz’s life. Naïve or just
plain stupid, Ryder had hoped they were long rid of him.
“Yes. He’s in town. He
wants to see me.”
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